i wont miss out on the good stuff...






























Wednesday, 10 February 2010

We've got obsessions......

well thank you for acting mature about it. not.
ok that was bitchy, i understand it must have really hurt, but you're not the only one its ever happened to. i know how your feeling... im sorry i couldnt keep you happy, but it got to the point, where i got to the only situation in life where you HAVE to put yourself first. it was your happiness over mine. you may have been happy but i wasnt.... and it got to the point where i began to think i dont think you're the one that can make me happy.
all im saying is just dont take it out on your freinds. they're fucking caring. so dont throw it back in their faces. or one day thay just wont care anymore. just my lil warning there.

it was one of the hardest things id ever had to do... trying to put something nicely that no matter how i said was going to have the same effect. but if you even bother/ care/ are mature enough to read this then just think about this... would you have rathered id led you on? thinking about something more which was never going to happen? you said you wanted me to just be happy.... well this is what i need.... and im sorry... really. i am. but technically im apologising for trying to make myself happy.

i can understand if you dont want to be friends.
i just hope you find happiness again.
it was nice being part of that group just for that short while.
love you all <3



song of the day: Marina and the diamonds- obsessions <3
iloveyou. Miss Unknown.

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