All i can ever be to you, is the darkeness that we knew and this regret i've got accustomed too.

wow.... its been so long, i dont even know where to begin.....
I still feel shit like before. possibly worse coz i have even more family shit thrown in. its not they're business right now, what they dont know wont hurt them. the more she does this, the more im gonna do that, but whatever, i just cant be dealing with her shit right now :/

I have officiall given up with you, i want nothing to do with you, you come out with all this shit that you have changed, bit i can see through the lies now, you're still he shit head you always have been. you cant hurt me anymore. yeah. people know now. Cockland. beaters arent respected. it quite frankly was love. pfft. no. infactuation.

im glad we're freinds again and that everything has kinda been forgotten about, coz i still consider you to be a really close friend and we can talk about anything you are considered a really close friend too, and its nice that we help with eachothers issues, you know i will always be here for you and i wont ever judge <3
you now... and i really like you asi have told you and i love getting to know you better.... i miss you everyday.... and when i saw you last, i was sooo happy (L) you.... how do i know that what you say isnt just empty words? how can i tell that you 'love me'? and what would happen to me if i found out that what i suspect from you is true? and would it be too late? i dont know.... but im willing to take the risk..... i love you, i love you, i love you.... <3
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ahaaa <333
Amy Winehouse- My Tears Dry On Their Own <3
iloveyou. Miss Unknown.