Arctic Monkeys- If you were there, beware...

If you were there beware the serpant soul pinchers
Three hundred and fifty no thank yous and nobody flinches
Go on girl go on, give us something gruesome
We require your grief for thugs and the thiefs
As they're trying to rob the words from her gob
And take the source of the innocence.

And if you were there beware the serpant soul pinchers
You can't you said she was never meant to fill column inches
And you had enough what you're trying to dig up isn't there to be dug
The thiefs and the thugs
As they're trying to be the digger graves of her sweet heart and to the point she'll comply
And why leave her on her own
If I'd of known then I wouldn't have said it
I wouldn't have said it if I'd have known
And I leave her on her own
If I predicted tears then I wouldn't have said it
I wouldn't have said it if I had known.

There's a cirlce of witches ambitiously vicious they are
And our attempts to remind them of reason wont get us that far
I don't know what it is that they want
I don't know what it is that they want
But I haven't got it to give
She hasn't got it to give




iloveyou. Miss Unknown

forcing a smile and waving goodbye... perhaps 'fuck off' might be too kind.

what do we do now, where does it go from here...
we confronted, we all did, but its just not going through, you're so indenial and it saddens me.you need to realise that you're not doing everything you can, you're doing nothing.... ive told you how to do it, i told you its half the reason i feel like this.... and yet you still dont see the problem. the problem is you cant take the truth. you dont want to hear it so you quite simply wont.
the reason i told you is coz i dont want something... bad to happen to you, coz it will if you carry on and if something did happen i would never forgive myself. so dont tell me to shut up.
AND. just to clarify the bitch sitting next whispering trojan in your ear is lying. and if something did happen to you, i would put 80% of the blame on her. she is doing nothing good for you. its partially her fucking fault for shit sake. if you were with us you would never be what you are now, and technically thats not your fault, but that technically means shes got a lot to do with it. so it kills me to see her sitting there thinking shes all good when she isnt. i hate her. you both need to open your eyes and see the danger you're both in.... we've tried to do it for you and clearly that isnt working, so fuck it, its just down to yourselves now.





iloveyou. Miss Unknown

Busted- Can't Break Through... perfeccct :/

I hate when you say
That I don't blow you away
I can't break through that way
Our friends told us
We wouldn't last for the week
'Cos they think that I'm a freak
They hated my blue streak
I can't control this
Why does it feel like it's raining in my head
I don't understand
Why are you always complaining about me
You don't even know who I am
Don't think I wanna know you
I'm tired of running after you
I won't send a sorry card
'Cos I don't need you
I'm giving up on never ending this
I'll find a way of getting over this
I'll let go in every way
'Cos I don't need you
I feel that it's time for me
To draw the line
I know that I'll be fine
Without your bitching
'Cos everyday I become a little less numb
'Cos I don't need you
Don't think I wanna know
I gotta go
Before I go crazy
I let go in every way
'Cos anyway
I know that you hate me.


iloveyou. Miss Unknown

"how did it come to this, how did it ever come to this?"

you're the guy that cheers me up. the guy i go to first. the guy i can tell anything. and dont ever think the opposite. and anything that bothers you... you can come to me, you can count on me to do exactly what you do for me.... x
you mean so much, and i know you want to help and do something about it and just talk to him, but he is too wrapped up in his own little world of 'me me me' that he wouldnt have even noticed what hes done, let alone care. and i just dont want you to waste your breath on someone that isnt worth it. coz you're more of a person of a being than he'll ever be... just remeber that.
i was always there, and still am, of course you never noticed... but i got over it didnt i, so dont worry about it. x

you dont realise how awful you made me feel today, and this is a complete waste of typing coz you dont even know what a fucking blog is... but it gets it out of my system.... until the next time you decide fuck up my life even more. you're a fake. thats all i can say.. you think you're so great and that you know what love is.... you're heartless, you're blind to the effects of you're actions, and one day it will come back round and smack you hard. right in the face.... or that might be my fist. or her fist. either way you'll get what you deserve.

you disgust me.

i dont want to take it out on myself no more.

thank you for the wonderful chat. iloveyou dad x








iloveyou. Miss Unknown

im just a ghost. And still they echo.....

i know you care, you want to take it all away, i dont like the way i feel at them moment but if you took it all away....
i wouldnt be the person i am now... coz i feel changed, and people will see the difference when i finally become fully fufilled again....

im getting there.
just at the moment i cant forget the times before....







iloveyou. Miss Unknown

If You Wanna Live Life Loud, throw your hands up...!!

Gosh.
Great day afternoon today, thanks to her and Sociology.
Though seeing you after made it just that lil bit better ;]

I didnt need your text on monday. i didnt need your comments yesterday. So you should have gathered by now i dont need you. you seem to think i can't live without you... and that your something special, but honestly we could all especially me live without you.
you've found your next VICTIM. good luck to her i just hope she is more clever than me... and notices your game.


great afternoon!!! :]
Great form time :)








iloveyou. Miss Unknown

'Raise Your Hands And Shout A Little Louder....'

WOW.
This is technically a post to all Tokio Hotel haters.....
i love them, i would do them but i officially from this day have no.
tokio. hotel. obsession...... :(.....
I am all for HAWK Nelson
pure love for the Hawk Nelsonage....


still can't live without the gift of Tokio Hotel and the Kaulitz bro's though,
and Till Linderman made it clear only me and the TWO are the only ones who can get laid in Germany.... :)








iloveyou. Miss unknown.

Just Keep On Cramming Ideas Down My Throat....

just had an argument with you. you just dont understand, well i know you do, but you just dont take it seriously. he treats it like an adult situation and not just blaming it on hormones and age, he goes out of his way to make me smile, you just say hi then tell me to take the cups in to the kitchen.... you wont make the situation better by arguing with me, i just felt like everything was starting to get better i was still confused... but i was starting to see ahead you have led me back to that black hotel mirror. where i cant see what im looking at. and i know you think they are silly, immature problems that i will get over and look back and regret but they are important now and it would just be nice to know that i have you to talk to..... im sorry for my moods but i cant help it....


yes you can come in to my room and interrupt my blog sesssion bout you...


.....you came to apologise and you finally understand i had to explain it all in detail just so you could understand but we got there, you still think i should get over it but at least i now know i can talk to you... you could never argue as long as me anyway....


you were the first person i went to, coz i knew you would be there to care... and you were thank you for your offer and thank you for being there to listen and understand. like you always were and are. xxxx






iloveyou. miss unknown .

Your lil WhiteTiger...

i look forward to reading your blog everyday, it just amazes me how someone can feel the you do... about me. it means so much to know how you feel and what you're thinking and how much you care. i know that it will get better.... but their still other issues that need to be sorted hence my lasy blog and only she 'my twin' knows coz only she will understand this one coz this ones private and im sorry, but i like it that way.
the reason for this deep blog is coz im sitting here, just bot back from
the gym and you're not msn.... and it frustrated me so im im leaving this here for you to read when ever you do coz i know you all of people will know who im taking about...... you!


i love you twin/ wife/ freind thank you for everything at lunch time today <3>

its time to come clean and make sense of everything...





iloveyou. Miss Unknown

'Those Sweet Words Spoken Like A Melody'...

5 hour art exam :/ was not enjoyable!

i read her blog entry for today... wow.... it really made me think, what is my purpose?
we are similar, we say we're similar all the time, but she's feeling pretty much exactly how i feel
its weird, without knowing you are making me feel so much better coz i know you can relate to what im saying :)
you are the only person who knows and we both can help and i will support you all the way, im here for you x
thank you for making me feel better this afternoon!! :D


When i look in your eyes, i can feel the butterflies...ive opened up my heart, i never want to part...
see my heart was like a lost balloon, rising up through the afternoon, and then you appeared.






iloveyou. Miss Unknown

couldn't describe me better.

Where's your heart?
There's nothing i could say to change that part.
A life thats so demanding... i get so weak... a love thats so demanding... i cant speak.
i am not afraid to keep on living, i am not afraid to walk this world alone, honey if you stay you'll be forgiving, nothing you can say can stop me going home.
Im so weak. Is it hard understanding? well im incomplete. a love thats so demanding i get so weak.
With words i thought i'd never speak awake and unafraid, asleep or dead...
Coz im out here on the other side, with a jet black hotel mirror.






iloveyou. Miss Unknown

hmmmmmm

A few of my friends have troubles and worries right now and I’m doing my best to help them and support them. From the previous blog you can see I’m not all that happy. But in form on Friday she made me forget everything just for that short while and we made each other happy :) and I love them and her for everything friends do even though they don’t realise!

Thank you all for today, thanks you two for last night!

Thank you for everything... and accepting that some things are just not said.








Iloveyou. Miss unknown x

it feels weird writing this...

Right. The question is why has ‘this’ or should I say ‘that’ left me feeling the way I do, let’s face it he could have done a lot worse, it’s just I’ve spent the last five months flitting from feeling to feeling with him and its left me feeling, like I should be different, its worn me out. I feel weak. I knew starting that was a bad idea and people told me that and I didn’t listen I just wanted to find out for myself and I did. I feel so different and I now I don’t know if it’s a good thing or not I just feel... empty... I don’t know why I feel like there’s something missing. Now I’ve just found out something that makes me so happy.... but I don’t know how I should feel at the moment I feel amazing! But will it last... I’m this girl that’s weird and loud, but at the moment that’s been my mask. he's probably thinking what’s so bad that fucks your head. But it has and he doesn’t even realise coz of course compared to him I’m seen as nothing in his eyes. I’m down. I’m not sure what my version of down is. But I’m down. At the moment I can’t seem to get past it. Everything is dark and moody and most of the things in my life aren’t like that in reality. I’m just weak I’m tired and full of regret. I feel like should change, even though I don’t want to, and would he think less of me if I did? Coz he means so much.
I need someone to know this. But who and in a way I don’t, this should be a private thing for once....
I can honestly say, I don’t know how you did this to me.... but you are changing everything and it great.
And thanks to them x
I just feel weak.






Iloveyou. Miss unknown x

this is the beginning....

wow this is my first post :)
it seems interesting....... venting time can now begin!

your going to make me happy x






iloveyou miss unknown x