Sometimes i feel like saying lord i just don't care, but you've got the love i need to see me through...

i never thought i would loose a freind at the end of it all.... i never even imagined it would this bad.... i didn't realise i would turn in to this disgusting human being who you can't stand near, look at or talk to... i guess i was stupid in thinking that it wouldn't be this way.

im gonna miss you over the half term... i know after everythying that has been confessed but you are such a close friend right now and its the best feeling to know that i have you to talk to whenever i need it and you have really helped me over the last few weeks, is it more than friendship for me though?
<3


spending weekend with sian and char <3
so it should all be good, it will keep my mind from wandering for the time being.



told you, you hadnt changed. it had to be done... you had it coming to you for a while.





gosh.
<3
iloveyou. Miss Unknown.