i hurt.
i dont wanna feel like this anymore, when people see me depressed and they ask why, i dont even know what to say anymore, theres so many reasons, i just wanna know what or who will make me happy... of course there are moments in each day when i smile and laugh, or make someone else do those things, but it never lasts... why wont it ever last..... it could last a lesson... then as soon as its over im back to what at the moment seems normal again :/
i hate to admit it, but why was i so happy when i was 'seeing' you when you treated me so shit. why now after everything do you just look in my direction as if im not even there, why am i even saying this after everything?
maybe this just proves how confused and fucked up my head is.
i suppose theres an end to everything... i just have to wait for my ending. i just want to be so happy and i actually physically cant. not for a substantial amount of time anyway.
eurgh. i hurt.
i need to talk and you're not there... you're never on when im at my shittest. hmmm. coincedence... surely that should mean something... ?
Lady Gaga- Beautiful, Dirty, Rich <3>iloveyou. Miss Unknown.
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