"how did it come to this, how did it ever come to this?"

you're the guy that cheers me up. the guy i go to first. the guy i can tell anything. and dont ever think the opposite. and anything that bothers you... you can come to me, you can count on me to do exactly what you do for me.... x
you mean so much, and i know you want to help and do something about it and just talk to him, but he is too wrapped up in his own little world of 'me me me' that he wouldnt have even noticed what hes done, let alone care. and i just dont want you to waste your breath on someone that isnt worth it. coz you're more of a person of a being than he'll ever be... just remeber that.
i was always there, and still am, of course you never noticed... but i got over it didnt i, so dont worry about it. x

you dont realise how awful you made me feel today, and this is a complete waste of typing coz you dont even know what a fucking blog is... but it gets it out of my system.... until the next time you decide fuck up my life even more. you're a fake. thats all i can say.. you think you're so great and that you know what love is.... you're heartless, you're blind to the effects of you're actions, and one day it will come back round and smack you hard. right in the face.... or that might be my fist. or her fist. either way you'll get what you deserve.

you disgust me.

i dont want to take it out on myself no more.

thank you for the wonderful chat. iloveyou dad x








iloveyou. Miss Unknown